Let's never grow up and take control of our freedom! We'll never move on! At least I thought that's what we would say. Ready or not, we're parting ways to our futures and I for one am moving on to see much better days. Soon you will forget these things mattered. We're growing up to see better days.
I'm right where I want to be. These days won't ever change. There's no going back. I finally know who I am these days, an average basket case, for lack of a better word.
This isn't what I've always wanted. I've been lying to myself for confidence. I duck and dodge from all these huge regrets. I am my worst enemy. I'm tearing me down1 I cannot rely on everyone for my happiness! I'm comfortably numb with everything!
Let's never grow up and take control of our freedom! We'll never move on! I wish we went through with what we said. I thought this would be everything that I wanted, but it goes to show there is no wrong in second guessing yourself. Soon you will forget these things mattered. I'm growing to see much worse days.